March 8, 2011

I Doubt It

For the past week I have dealt with doubt and some of the fear we talked about earlier.  I don’t doubt in what I am to do, but I doubt if it will make a difference or will I ever see the fruit of it.

I love doing what I do each day.  I know that I can write, coach, and encourage others.  I know that I am learning and will get better at what I do; just as you are getting better at what you do.  The thing that gets all over me sometimes is; am I doing it right, does what I do make a difference, will I ever see this come to fruition? It’s not about getting credit, glory or stuff like that, but to know that you are making other’s lives better.  It is to know that you are making a positive difference in other’s lives.  I don’t think I really have a fear, but more of doubt.  The two maybe inner-changeable; I’m really not sure.  I believe I have gotten closer to the point, that it really doesn’t matter if I know or not.  I will continue to do what I have been created to do.  I hope that you do the same.  Be sure to encourage those close to you.  Always find something positive to brag on someone.  Help others defeat their insecurities.  Be a difference maker in the lives of the folk you come in contact with each day.